Feeling Worthless - Here's How To Build Up Your Self-Worth And Self Respect

I want to get straight to the heart of this topic, becauseagree that you are either choosing the safe, easy
I firmly believe that there is a simple three-stepoptions or looking for a sympathy vote. If so, let's take
approach that can cure feelings of worthlessness,a look at your logic.
even if you've felt crushed by those feelings for manyYour annoyance can only be caused by the injustice
years.of my suggesting you are choosing the "safe" or
That's right: a cure."easy" option. You're saying to me "Don't put me
It may not surprise you to learn that feeling worthlessdown. I'm not like that. I AM WORTH MORE THAN
is very common among women. You almost certainlyTHAT!"
know that. In fact, feeling worthless is possibly theExactly my point! Please remember, I am not the one
most obvious symptom of low self-esteem. But it'sdoubting your self-worth, you are. All I'm doing is
also one of the easiest to overcome.pointing out that if you're feeling worthless then it simply
Let me provoke you for a moment by making a boldmeans that you are not doing as well in the areas that
statement about worthlessness. You may want tomatter to you and therefore you need to invest in your
reject it out-of-hand, but I urge you to hear me out onself-esteem. There are no exceptions: if you want to
this point because I'm going to show you how to provefeel like a worthwhile human being then you have to
this statement is true!really work at it like everyone else and never give up
Feelings of worthlessness are entirely subjective. Theyon yourself.
are all in the mind. They have no basis in reality. TheyIt's up to you know to acknowledge the fact the all
do not constitute a problem that requires "fixing", andhuman beings are capable of adding value to society,
you can choose to stop feeling worthless simply byincluding YOU. As an adult there are no excuses for
opening your mind.saying things like "I'm a worthless, stupid, lazy, ugly,
Fixing your self-esteem as a whole is not quite souseless, pathetic, helpless woman" because - as an
easy, but nevertheless it is a reality for every woman.adult - you now have the choice not to be any of
OK, I know that some of you are now cross with me.these things.
You may even want to scream at me "it's all very wellAll you have to do is acknowledge your real value,
for you to say that, but I've been feeling worthless allaccept it and then make a commitment to retain it and
of my life and I have no idea how to stop and it'sbuild upon it.
driving me CRAZY and, and, oh I'm so sick of beingGeorge Bernard Shaw once said:
ME!""The people who get on in this world are the people
Whether you're cross or not, I'd like you to thinkwho get up and look for the circumstances they want,
carefully about what I've got to say next. It's aboutand if they can't find them, make them."
how we might assess what something is worth.Woolly-thinking in the Self-esteem Movement
What's the easiest thing to value?Remember that old adage about the road to
How about a ten-dollar bill, in pristine condition,somewhere nasty being paved with good intentions?
uncrumpled, never having changed hands?Here are just two examples.
It's worth 10 dollars, right? To you, to me, to anybody.- The Self-esteem Movement has attempted to wrap
Imagine sealing that newborn, crispy ten-dollar bill in aus all in cotton-wool for years now in the hope of
watertight container and dropping it in the middle of aprotecting our precious self-esteem. It's the
deep lake. What's it worth now? Well, it's still got an"self-esteem is our birthright" argument. Sadly, the only
intrinsic value of 10 dollars, but in order to hand it overpeople who cling to this argument are people with low
to a storekeeper in exchange for some food, you'dself-esteem who either have no idea how to improve
have to rent a pretty sophisticated boat, some fancymatters, or lack the will to do so. The argument
detection equipment, and maybe a team of skilledseduces them, because it appears to hold out hope
divers to get that box back. And that would cost youthat "someone else" might somehow take responsibility
far more than 10 dollars.for their lack of self-esteem and magically confer
At the bottom of a lake, your perfect, crispy ten-dollarhigher self-esteem upon them, like a court awarding
bill is worth less than nothing.compensation. Believe me, this won't happen, and nor
What's that got to do with you?should it. If you've ever been even slightly seduced by
You had some intrinsic value when you were born.this argument, try asking someone whom you consider
Everybody does. You had a potential capacity toto possess strong self-esteem whether she believes it
make the world a better place, to bring joy andwas her birthright or whether she had to earn it for
happiness to others, to experience a sense ofherself. You can guess what she'll tell you.
emotional, spiritual, and physical fulfilment.- The Self-esteem Movement seems to want us to
That was worth something. It still is. Because you stillbelieve that both self-esteem and self-worth are
have a potential capacity to do those things."binary" - that is, they exist in only one of two states
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.like a light-switch that can be on or off. You've either
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyondgot self-esteem or you haven't. Of course, this fits well
measure.with the first point, but it's simply NOT TRUE. Your
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.self-esteem is more like a mosaic - made up of lots of
- Marianne Williamson -little pieces, some of which can be damaged or
But what if you're an exception? What if your parents,missing to the detriment of the whole. You can make
the other kids at school, your ex-husband, or the restsmall improvements (baby steps, if you like) in one
of society has gradually knocked all of that potentialarea, or in several areas at the same time. Either way,
worth out of you?the overall mosaic will become more defined, stronger,
Well, they haven't. I can be sure of that, because it'sand more appealing.
impossible to take away a living person's capacity toThe best path forward
add value to the world.Thankfully, I sense that the world is beginning to reject
Only you can suppress that value. Only you canthe "teachings" of the Self-esteem Movement. Their
decide to hide yourself away, feeling empty and alone.good intentions have not delivered the results that
Only you can put yourself in the position of a ten-dollarwere hoped for. There is a far better path to tread,
bill at the bottom of a lake.and it leads to somewhere meaningful. It's a path that
Do you see what power you have, right there in youranyone can follow if they want to. The signpost
own hands?showing the way is this:
No matter how tough your childhood, no matter howSelf-esteem = doing well x feelgood factor
rotten your luck, you can CHOOSE to enrich the worldThe truth of the matter is that NO-ONE is worthless
every day simply by the way you interact with others,but some people are worth more than others.
by the way you make caring decisions, and by theOf course it's true that some people are born with
way you feel about yourself.physical features that are generally considered more
If you're feeling worthless right now, then I'd like to askbeautiful than the average person's physical features.
you a question. What proactive steps have you beenOther people are more intelligent, some are more
taking recently to overcome those feelings? Many,athletic but none of this is anything like as important as
many women - when I put this question to them -whether you make the most of who you are today
answer with something along the lines of "um, well,and what you've got going for you right now. If you do
nothing really because I feel stuck in a rut".this, and keep doing this day-in, day-out for the rest of
Those women, all of them, are certainly not happy thatyour life, I can guarantee that you will never feel
they feel like that. But feeling like that is a habit that hasworthless again. You'll be far too busy adding value
become - almost paradoxically - a source of comforthere, there and everywhere to stop and wallow in
to them. Why? For one of two reasons:self-pity.
Right at the beginning of this article I promised you a
1. Feeling worthless is a safe option because it reducescure for worthlessness. Here it is, in three
the amount of pain you suffer when things go wrong.straightforward steps:
If you already know that you're no good and that no
one will fall in love with you, or give you a job, or even1. Acknowledge your real value by writing a list of your
care enough to listen to you, then when a rejectionstrengths, attributes and the good things that you do
wings its way towards you - which it certainly willeach day. If you've taken the Ultimate Self-esteem
because it happens to all of us - then you're betterTest, then refer to your Self-esteem Profile and the
prepared than most. You can say: "Ah ha, you can'tSelf-help Programs recommended to you to remind
ruin my life because I already knew this was going toyourself of both your strengths and the areas you still
happen; I already knew that you didn't really love meneed to work on. Accept this list as your starting point.
want me/value me!"2. Make a commitment now to build your self-esteem
2. Feeling worthless is an easy option; if you'reand keep adding positive things to your life every day
worthless there's no need to try to do well andand find it within yourself to eliminate things from the
succeed in the things that matter to you becausenegative side. Do more smiling, share more kind
there is simply no point. Also, if you act as if yourthoughts and caring emotions, be curious, optimistic, and
opinions and your desires are all worthless then peoplecourageous, work hard and have fun. And reduce the
leave you alone. If you say you have no remarkabletime and energy you expend in whingeing, moaning, or
skills or talents then there is no need to apply them. Iffeeling sorry for yourself.
you say that you are a useless, hopeless nobody then3. Be your own judge. You know yourself better than
people will expect far less from you. And just maybeanyone and now that you're an adult it is up to you to
you could get lots of sympathy and perhaps evendecide your worth and to attempt to live up to realistic
another person (on a white horse in shining armour)expectations of yourself.
coming to your rescue to sort your life out for you.When I was living and working in Australia a few
Deep down, all of us really WANT to feel valuedyears ago I heard for the first time the expression "tall
But, the harsh truth is, we will feel valued only if we arepoppy syndrome". It captures the notion that
willing to contribute something to the world around us.small-minded people often like to put down those who
And whether we contribute anything or not is a choice.strive to do well because "tall poppies" make little
OUR choice.weeds seem even smaller!
A few of you might be annoyed with me at this pointDon't be afraid to be a tall poppy and enjoy the sun
because you're still feeling worthless but you do notshining down on you.