It's Holiday Time and I Don't Feel Like Being Happy!

A few years ago, 3 nights before Christmas I receivedpreceding when ever this thought was created. It then
a telephone call from the police, at 11pm. They tried toundoes those thoughts, feelings and emotions by
tell me that my son was dead. I could not hear it. Itdestroying the very seed of the thought, and as you
was unbelievable. I became hysterical, cryingPOC and POD more thoughts, they will get less and
uncontrollably. I had lost it - it was such a shock, andless. This will assist you in becoming present in your
such a tragedy. I had been with him 3 days before in aown life again.
family group, when he had flown home from where heYou see, what happens when a tragedy like this
was working in Australia, and we had gotten togetherhappens, is that it takes us out of being present. We
to greet him. As we were going to be spending 5tend to keep going over and over in our minds, thinking
days together for Christmas, we had said our goodabout anything that is connected to this person. These
byes, thinking that on Christmas Eve we would bethoughts seem to keep us in a loop, and this loop
together again.keeps us stuck, and unable to move forward in our life.
After his death each year, when Christmas came by IDoes any of this make sense to any one who is
never felt like celebrating. The pain of the memoriesreading this?
was too intense. Anybody else around who can relateWhen we are "stuck" in a particular area of our life, it is
to what I'm saying?very difficult to move forward and to live a life of
Now it's a few years down the track and I know whathappiness and productivity. It is said that time lessens
it's like to mourn the loss of someone so dear to you,the effects, but I have found that it was me that buried
that I would like to offer suggestions to anyone whothe pain, rather than that time lessened the effects.
has just experienced the unbelievable loss of anyoneThe pain could be resurrected at any time and I was
who has been a special contribution to their life.right back into the trauma and grief of my extreme
No one can relate or understand what a heartbreakloss.
this is for you. Please know that people are trying toPeople tend to give lots of clichés to try and
be so helpful and kind in your grieving - that it seems tooffer some comfort. For me, all that did was
make you angry. If this happens to you, it is becauseexacerbate my anger and I isolated myself further
nothing anyone can say can touch you with comfort.from other people, and tended to become more
Here is something that I have tried that has workedintroverted. The only thing that has ever given me any
amazingly for me. Would you like to try this? Whatform of relief from grief is to POC and POD it.
you do is: Every time you think of that person, everyI have more information as to what will assist a person
time you start to cry in the excrutiating emotional painwho is grieving as I am an Access Facilitator. After the
you go "POC and POD that". You may have to gogrief has been POCed and PODed a person is able to
"POC and POD, POC and POD, POC and POD" a lotbecome more present. That's when they ready to
of times. But each time you do it, it will start to dissipatereceive information that will assist them to create a
the pain and the memories.different relationship with the person who they are
What does POC and POD do? POC and POD standsgrieving. "Creating a different relationship with my loved
for the Point of Creation and the Point of Destructionone who has passed over" is a new target, which I will
of the thoughts, feelings and emotions immediatelyaddress in my next article on this subject.